# REALLY bad day

Yesterday was so so SO bad day. It was so bad that I wanted to kill myself. So I came down to my basement and I was finding smth which I could kill myself. In the corner of dark room I found a gun with one charge. OK. I stood in the middle and I closed my eyes. But I forgot to close the door... When I raised my hand my neighbour came into room... But I didin't see him. Really! My hand was shaking and I picked off... But I missed and I... Shot my neighbour!!! Oh no!!! Gun had to had a silencer 'cause the shot was silent. Nobody came. I was standing over the body and I didn't know what to do... Finally I thought that I must escape... Fast! I closed the body in our basement and came up. Fortunetly nobody was in my home. I packed some clothes, brought money, which I found, keys, my laptop and I... Went out. Now I'm sitting in forest and I'm writting it. I hope that the police still didn't find the body... Firstly I must went out from the country! And then they will never find me... I hope so. And I hope that in this post is enough words. Hmm, but now I don't care.

# Third post.

OK, today was so bad day. Like always.
I was sad. And angry. And sad.
And now I'm angry. Still.
In school we had "anti-stress classes". It didn't help.
Tommorow we'll have trip. Trip to Hel. We won't have lessons. Fine.

I like new song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfDxgOB8TTE
Opening from anime "Paradise Kiss". It isn't sad. Maybe little.

# Second post.

Great. Chris said that we have to have on our blogs 420 words by the end of the month or smth like this or we will have one in the book. OK...
On Monday I had three plus on the math lesson. And on Thursday I had one on the Polish lesson. It was sad. Yesterday was ugly day. And I was sad again...
OK...
Is it enough?! Can I stop writing?

# First post.

OK, firstly I want to say that I don't want to write this blog. Unfortunetly I must do it for our english lessons. In another case I will have a one in the book.
Well, in this case my blog will have mournful mood. I think taht I will write here about sad things or my failures but now I don't know excatly. I hope that this blog will make everybody depressed so much that they won't read it again.